Truth is only God knows the thoughts that you think and the reason for the actions you take part in. Some people can guess others can assume. Others may be real close on figuring it out. But nobody other than God truly knows.
One of the coolest things I’ve ever heard from one of the champs I’ve come across was “Just do whatever you want.” I know, it sounds really basic ,real plain. And when I first heard it I was like “Nooooo way!” Lil 24yr old me! She was 29 at that time.
Several years later, I understand. So, to the concept of “Do whatever you want” I want to add some: If you want to slack off then go a head! If you want to win, win! If you want to feel sorry for yourself then be front row! If you want to rise up, achieve, overcome then DO THAT!
If today you don’t feel as strong as the other days be honest with yourself and work with the honesty you are giving yourself. But don’t you fkn dare confuse another humans thoughts and fears and feelings and struggles with your own if you’re already committed to giving up on yourself. Don’t you fkn dare!
Human you are loved regardless. But let’s get our minds right. Please, in the name of health, sanity and loyalty let’s be better🙏🏼
-xoxo still your favorite Cactus 🌵