Damaged

Y’all! I’ve been designing allll mfkn day. I’ve been working out so hard. Score I’ve posted and ones I have not. All I ever wanted was love and someone who was rooting for my goals. I don’t like drinking or smoking but I’ve been destroying myself lately. Y’all I’m not looking for a héroe but I for damn sure working for a better life. Y’all I’ve been so mad at everything I believe in, I haven’t done yoga. But today I got curious. Today I saw a profile I had no business stalking lol how is that this mofo can be so damn happy while I’m still beating myself up for believing… y’all ido wtf is it because I’m with someone who … who cares moral of the story I need to get better at getting over it. ASAP look y’all I have had 3 really good heart breaks. 21.26.now.20 the first two God brought huge blessing to me . So in about a month is my birthday 30 I can’t help but to think God had a plan for me. Let the luciera and the blessing pour in. Caz lord knows I was all in with a good heart ♥️♥️♥️